About Me:
To My Love...
"Are you there my love? Heartache emptiness fills my soul as time flows, Wanting to feel your touch, to hear your angelic whispers, and that everlasting want..."
"Millennia was the essence and overwhelming aroma, that emits from that creation of most beauty, recreating that wonderful indulgence of memories & love, that stand forth tall like a mountain that can not be broken. It's image of love it brings forth to my mind, it is the small wind of happiness, that will never be forgotten, and it will always be with me, even on that day, when my consciousness drifts afar" Are you there my love...?"
"My soul has manipulated my mortal pain of loss, for you are not with me. My true self, my consciousness, does not realize what the meaning of materialism is. For it clings to that other lost soul, and with great passion, it tries to stay strong, my love...?"
"I cry out for help with my undesirable Anguish, for it is as if my heart had been trampled, no meaning at all to survive without that one true love of most joyful tears, I need you! My life is utter sadness without that feeling, the serene love, with no fears. No fear at all is how my soul should run contemporary, but thoughts of you race through my mind, thinking that without you, a strike of lightning would be my relief to my life as a lie in distress of most freedom, the release of mortal love lost would be hope for eternal love loft." "My love..."
"As my memory draws forth, remembering that beautiful smile and lean that will never be forgotten, the warmth of being close by, having no fear of life passing by, knowing that our time in a day is but a mere minute to our souls, knowing that enough may never happen, when departure comes to mind, it quickly shuns the idea of separation, the unforgiving period of overnight approaches and overwhelms my feeling that time has become my enemy, for my time with you is not enough to satisfy my spirit within, find me again my love is what I feel, as I long for a small glimpse of your being, I gaze upon the nights sons and what was lost of me."
"That night when you gazed upon me, I felt this relief of thoughts, you touched my soul with your beautiful eyes, I can not get enough of you, please hold me also, when you held me, my heart fluttered, you have given me a boost of joy and happiness, no pain nor fear of your words of undesire, your touch ennobles me, and your words give me strength to live, your eyes are like the stars I gaze upon with amazement, and all of your persona, brings me abroad in peace, a high, I can not come down from our love, I want you for mine, give me your faithful vow, if not leave me now."
"I do not know what to say...? I am speechless after what you had said... I am hurt... I have been sitting and thinking for hours since then and I don’t know...? You don’t know what you want, your love is blind and misled, unfortunate your sincerity is crushed, for you do not want what I have or maybe so...? Your confusion seems to hold no bounds, for what importance is in a relationship...? Money...? My love for one person is bold and unbreakable, but attempts to break it does hurt. I thrive only for you, I long for your touch, and now that we meet again, I seek to hear your voice, for it seems... I am nothing to everyone, but I am one for everything. Life is cruel especially love..., or would life be better if we’re dogs or any type of animal?!, I think not! We all have something special GOD has given us but we abuse it..., everyone of us! If anything was to happen..., Remember me, My plead, My love, My pain within my soul, My tears. There is no great expectations of me, except just me, and if no one likes it, There is nothing I can do. I do not know what else to say? It may be best if we didn’t see each other, because of your confusion. It still hurts me what you said..., It just makes me see more clear, and probably if we did further our relationship, then I wouldn’t be what you expect so dearly, You my love, have love, but not for me. Indeed there is one lucky person. I hope you get whatever you need in life. I have nothing more to say than to... "Just be happy, its to short this so called life"
"If this letter finds anyone? Then let it be in quick haste to respond, for I am alone, as I found the love of my life in another relationship with a man which is now mine enemy, Shall my hate go on quite long? or should my frustration get the best of me? I am in a state of confusion were my mind has no thoughts of happiness, and life has finally started laughing at the true horrid facts of this so called wonderful life, Why is it there is love for us to grieve in? Thinking and dwelling on a feeling of great happiness to which is crushed by mere words thrown as the TRUTH, which brings all things free..., But in bad shape, for I wish a lie would have sprung from all of this, So my life shall still have meaning to go on,For my love is the only thing that keeps me alive and now it has doubted me, and left a man blind and hurt, Where even the fire and brimestone of hell has no match for which I have been scorned and scarred for life, where my relief would be in my lap as my life may in end with a single slug, or shall I go on.........?
Keeping these memories that hurt me much, Where drinking my life would give me but brief goodness as I think and grow not stronger, But in fear of I have only one true love, shall I love again...? Would not be the same, For true love comes once, then caring of others is my lifes sadness, I for one may not survive, For the love struckin arrow of cherubs harmful quiver results in a slow and painful death that had struckin my soul. "My love, I am without my love" Is all I hear repeating in my frail head of disbelief, and forever loneliness...... For I reach to the sky and heavens in pain and I bring forth the beautiful wind of nothing..." "my love......??"
"My love will be in my heart forever, No matter what... She has it and no other, My one true piece that keeps me alive and she has it... My one true piece that if it should quit it would still have meaning to go on... and no one, not a single person nor living creation by GOD could ever have my heart, But my love."
For My Love...
where ever my is? Peace to you, may we both find it.
Subhanallah. I pray that i find someone who will love me as you love her. Thats beautiful. Inshaallah you two will meet again and you will be able to give that to her because she should have it. Maybe then she wont leave, inshaallah? Its not about the object...its about the love behind it. Most guys would have been like "o'well" and then they would have threw it away.....but not you mashaallah. May you and your stunning little girl have a blessed life.
Salaam brother, thanks for stopping by my page. Your rat Lily is adorable, I enjoyed the video of her. I used to have 2 pet rats, they are amazing animals. Have a great day.
is? Peace to you, may we both find it.
